Another Recent Happening...

I forgot to say another thing that happened. A very exciting, yet hard thing.

My roommate Bethany got married and I got to be a bridesmaid in her wedding. My other roommate Camille came out from Texas to be a bridesmaid as well and we got to hang out. It was really fun and also a little hard. I felt really self-conscious with my chemo weight, how I look, and my wig. I was also a bit envious of her, and excited for her at the same time.

I only had one little break down though where I only cried for like 30 seconds. After that I was better. It was good to have Camille there with me. She calmed me down and understood how I was feeling.

Despite the hard part, it was good to support Bethany. I saw her today, and she is so happy and peaceful. It was good to see her. We decided that when Sky and I get married that we are going to go on double dates and go to the temple together as couples. It will be way fun.

I am really proud of myself for pushing through such a hard thing and having a really good time. It really gave me something to look forward to and I am excited to plan my own wedding. As I was going through this, I heard my dad's voice in my head saying what he always would say to me when I was younger, "We can do hard things." Now I know I really can do hard things. I mean I have cancer! That is super hard. But I can do this. It is okay. I can still enjoy life, and support my friends and look forward to the exciting things that are yet to come.

Here are some pictures from her wedding. Yes, I am a bit goofy in some of them, but then, when am I not a little goofy?

Me and Camdizzle Bridesmaiding it up

Me and Camille. Her eyes are ridiculously blue, and her

lashes are like an inch long. No joke. She is beautiful!!

I totally messed up the picture... I thought we

were doing a goofy shot. But it is cute.

Me and Bethany! She was so beautiful!!

Waiting for Bethany outside of the temple. We are so cute.

My wig looked quite nice if I do say so myself.